It's so easy to be filled with self doubt, to let your old, naysayer stories stop you in your tracks.
It's uncomfortable, sometimes, moving through that fear anyway. AND - it's amazing, what is there on the other side!
A deep sense of completion, fulfillment, happiness! All this has actually taken a while to sink in in a profound way.
I count my blessings everyday - as a practice. And I don't even do that perfectly. I count them even when they don't look like blessings. Often it seems somewhat pointless to keep up this practice. Now, however, I have a sense that I can experience my true blessings (which may of the gritty/learning variety) and my exciting blessings more fully and deeply. They touch me more and add to a more solid sense of myself.
I'm excited for my unfolding journey AND for this moment right now.